Surrender to “Grant”

I just finished Ron Chenow’s new biography of Ulysses S. Grant with a firm resolution to visit Grant’s tomb tomorrow. I don’t think I’ve ever read about a life so fraught with equal measure of soaring triumph and shameful defeat.

It strikes me that modern liberal opinion has come to judge correct so many of the opinions and actions that Grant quietly expressed and doggedly fought for throughout his life. He was a fierce advocate of racial equality, national union, and mercy and an opponent of terrorism, antisemitism, sectarianism and revenge. He ardently fought and often won for high ideals on the battlefield and in the White House.

It’s also impossible to overlook glaring flaws in Grant. He was scarcely successful at anything before the Civil War rocketed him to fame. He struggled with alcoholism his whole life. He was duped time and again by conmen. He put too much faith in men who turned out to be incompetent and corrupt.

It’s a little strange to read about how popular Grant was for most of his life from the beginning of the Civil War until his death given how little you hear about him now. It’s also remarkable how many quotes about Grant being one of the great men of American history pepper this book, given how I first learned of him as a General who won through superior numbers and indifference to bloodshed and a mediocre president, notable mostly for the corruption of his cabinet.

With such high highs and low lows, it’s hard to judge where Grant should be held in our esteem. But for strength of character, for skill at battle and for rightness of moral judgement, I’m inclined to agree with the several historians quoted as counting Grant as the most underrated president. But I don’t know. I’m no expert.

What I do know is that Grant had a hell of an interesting life, and that it was very well told in a 900 page book that was hard to put down. Thanks, Mr. Chernow. And thanks, General Grant.

American Kingpin

I just finished the audiobook of American Kingpin by Nick Bilton and it was excellent.

The audiobook is rated 4.8/5 stars on audible with almost 4,000 reviews, and with good reason. The story is fascinating, the research was painstaking and the writing was excellent. It read like a thriller but with details that were strange enough that they could have only happened in real life.

American Kingpin follows the story of Ross Ulbrecht and the founding of Silk Road, the Amazon of the Dark Web, an online marketplace for buying and selling drugs, weapons and more. Ross is a perfect anti-hero who starts as an idealistic libertarian looking to change the world for the better. Much like Heisenberg from Ross’s favorite show Breaking Bad, Ross spirals into a drug kingpin, soon ordering hits on disloyal employees.

The book also chronicles the tale of the FBI, HSI and IRS agents who track Ulbrecht down and arrest them. These guys are all characters, too, from a college dropout TSA agent who rises to help crack the case, to an eccentric IRS agent who reads everything three times. The charm of the characters and ultimately the whole book are the homey details, painstakingly researched and rendered with empathy and affection on the page.

Strongly recommend this audiobook for anyone interested in True Crime, Technology, the Dark Web or simply a good story.

A Book Worm in the Big Apple

Recently, I saw Tina Fey carrying two duffel bags unhappily towards the 72nd street subway. It seemed like a scene from 30 Rock, and seeing stuff like this, and being able to think of it in terms of cultural references is one of the many things I love about living in New York. Aside from 30 Rock, you can see places you’ve seen on Friends, Seinfeld, How I Met Your Mother or, if you’re a comic book and Netflix guy like me, Daredevil, Jessica Jones, Luke Cage.

Or, you can see places you recognize from Woody Allen Films, Spike Lee movies, When Harry Met Sally, Breakfast at Tiffanies, the Godfather, Ghost Busters and so many more. (or if you are a comic book movies guy like me, Spiderman, Superman, Batman, The Avengers and, like, most of the other ones)

But even more than movies and TV, books have shaped the way I see the city more than anything else. Here are some of my favorites.

On Looking: Eleven Walks Through Expert Eyes by Alexandra Horowitz

I can’t remember where I picked this book up, but it was really a delightful read and enhanced my view of new york. In the book, the author, a psychology professor at Barnard College (my fiance’s alma mater), demonstrates how the city we see is influenced by who we are. She does this by taking a walk with a variety of experts, including a geologist, a guy who designs type faces, a blind person, and, my personal favorite… a dog! It’s fascinating what you can see when you shift your perspective. And of course the city that she see through new eyes is none other than her home and mine, New York City.

Field Guide to the Natural World of New York City- Leslie Day

Armed with a renewed reminder of how the city can be enriched when you know a little more about what your looking at, I turned to this lovely little guide. I spent a couple afternoons wandering around in Central Park trying to identify trees, flowers and birds with this handy little guide. Now, I can take an interest in the trees planted in other neighborhoods. Interesting that Prospect Park has more honey locust but Williamsburg has more London Planes, for example.

A note about this book: because it covers trees, flowers, animals and birds, it can’t include too many of any of them. So, it’s a great start, but if you find yourself wanting to go deeper into any one aspect of New York’s natural wonder, you may have to buy additional field guides.

The Great Bridge- David McCullough

Not only is it enriching to see New York’s trees and typefaces, but it’s fascinating to know a little bit about the deep history of the city, and that’s where the rest of my list is focussed.

The Great Bridge is a wonderful book about the building of the Brooklyn Bridge, starring a wonderful cast of characters. The eccentric father and son engineering team, the political ‘bosses’ of Brooklyn and Manhattan, the egocentric crackpot who invented a way of working under water, and the many men who toiled on the bridge, often succumbing to the bends, as medical men tried to figure out what exactly it was.

It’s a fascinating read. Once a New Yorker reads this book a taxi ride across the bridge will never be the same again.

A Tree Grows in BrooklynThe Great Gatsby

Enough has been written about these literary classics that I don’t think I have to add my 2 cents. They are both amazing books, giving two very different perspectives on New York City towards the beginning of the 20th century. If you haven’t read them, just read them already, ok?

Just Kids- Patti Smith

This is an absolutely stunning book about Patti Smith’s early days in New York as a starving artist in the 1970s, and her relationship/friendship (it’s complicated) with Robert Mapplethorpe, a photographer and occasional ‘hustler’.

To me, the portrait of the artist in an awesome city reminds me of A Moveable Feast by Earnest Hemingway. The prose is incredible and the story is compelling. This is a must read for everyone.

The First Tycoon-TJ Stiles & Titan– Ron Chernow

I’m putting these two books together as biographies of two of the businessmen who most shaped the city for generations to come.

The First Tycoon is the story of Cornelius Vanderbilt, who started as a ferryman between Manhattan and Brooklyn, famously brutal and given to fistfights with competitors, who ended up shaping New York’s landscape through the first railroads on Manhattan island and out to the rest of the country. His families mansions are a fixture on 5th avenue that are just now being abandoned by his children, many generations later.

Titan is the story of John D. Rockefeller, the richest man who ever lived who not only shaped New York’s hospital system through his charitable donations but whose children and grandhildren would continue to shape the city through their business and political interests. The Rockefellers became closely associated with Chase Manhattan bank, which is a huge fixture of the city today, John D’s grandson, Nelson was the Governor of New York in the 1970s.

In the books you’ll see a lot that you dislike about these two men, but for better or worse they have permanently shaped the city we live in.

The Power Broker- Robert Caro

This is the ultimate story of New York, as told through the story of Robert Moses, who shaped the city and New York state during his 5 decades of power. Moses’s story is a truly epic tale of ambition, idealism, hard work, intellect and good intentions ultimately turning into greed, betrayal and lust for unrivalled power. Meanwhile Robert Moses shaped New York in his own image more than any other man in the city’s history.

Mayors and governors would come and go (including Al Smith, Fiorello LaGuardia, Franklin Roosevelt, and Nelson Rockefeller) but Moses stayed in power for 5 decades, sometimes holding up to 12 state and city offices simultaneously. He created the suburban sprawl of long island, Riverside Park, Lincoln Center, the Triborough bridge and so many landmarks we see every day it would be impossible to list them all.

Robert Moses’s story is incredible and almost unbelieveable, and Caro’s writing is extremely thorough and well researched with a strong moral drive and narrative. The Power Broker is one of my favorite books ever, and well worth the many weeks you’ll spend reading it.

Honorable mentions: The Rise of Theodore RooseveltThe Autobiography of Malcolm XFranny and Zooey,

Future Reading: Machine Made: Tammany Hall and the Creation of Modern American PoliticsAlexander Hamilton“Gotham: A History of New York City to 1898” by Edwin G. Burrows

My favorite pics from Europe

I recently traveled to Berlin and Munich for work and met Leila in Paris for the weekend. I bought a semi-fancy camera to start trying to take better pictures, too, so I thought this could be a good opportunity to break it in.

Berlin was really rainy and dark on the day that I had time to walk around, but I had some pretty good light and weather in Munich and Paris. Enjoy!

 

Berlin:

Section of the Berlin wall in front of my hotel, rainy Brandenburg gate and currywurst & kolsh!

 

Munich:

Beautiful sky, Rathaus and Hofbrauhaus

     

 

 

Paris:

Leila! Weird statues, Sacre Coeur, street scenes

 

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Happy New Year, 2017!

2016 was a mixed bag. On one hand, we had the Brexit vote, Donald Trump’s election, Russia getting crazy, the Syrian civil war and refugee crisis getting worse and worse, and a lot of our favorite celebrities and pop stars passed away (RIP Muhammed Ali, David Bowie, Carrie Fisher, Prince, George Michael, and many others). In many ways it seems to have been a bad year for the world.

On the other hand, I have to admit that Leila and I had a pretty great year. Here’s a quick run down of our 2016, our travels and accomplishments:

  • I ran my second triathlon.
  • I went to 8 countries, 5 of which I had never been to before, for a total of 38 countries I’ve been to now
  • Leila and I went to 6 weddings!
  • I stayed steadily below 200 lbs for most of the year, including after Thanksgiving and Christmas
  • Learned a good amount of Japanese, helpful enough for ordering and taxis
  • Cooked sometimes, with Blue Apron, on and off for the year
  • I’ve been dating Leila for 3 years! It’s been amazing.
  • Got a job back at Google and left Twitter behind
  • I learned a lot of code! I did the iOS developer course on Udacity, doing all the projects except making my own app.
  • Read 56 books! That’s more than a book a week for the whole year!

Here are some things I’d like to do in 2017:

  • Buy an rental/investment property
  • In doing so, learn to be smart about how I spend and save my money
  • Write a first draft of a novel
  • Post on this website some times
  • PR in the New York Triathlon. I’m thinking 2:45-ish right now, but we’ll reassess throughout the year
  • 9 races with NYRR
  • Continue to learn coding, focusing on FE development that I can apply to this site and others
  • Explore some ideas for a side business

As for the wider world, let’s hope for the best! the bad news is inspiring in some ways to do better and be better so I can be of some use to my family and friends in turbulent times if they should come. I hope that humanity can do better this year, starting with myself!

Happy New Year!

Ben

Hello World!

I thought I would start a website to see how it is done, maybe mess around with WordPress, maybe eventually learn other themes, widgets, HTML, CSS and JavaScript bits.  So… I guess here we are!

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